[ So then what's the point?

There's no grander purpose to it. There's no love in it. There's no happiness that can result from it. There's nothing at all. It's no different than the dog chasing the car, but now with some pretentious crap about being one of the good guys.

Chuuya wouldn't want him back, and he's glad that Dazai left, but it only serves to frustrate him further that it had such lackluster results.

He doesn't ask himself if either of them are really happy. ]

I bet if happiness slapped you in the face, you'd peel it off and throw it in the garbage.

[ There's no real bite to that though, because it's hard to hang onto anger at a person who doesn't fight back. The Sheep's policy was always to defend themselves against enemies and to retaliate, but never to initiate, and he's no different. He doesn't bully for the sake of it. He can't hate a person for trying to carry on a dying man's wishes either.

But that isn't enough to heal the wound, and that doesn't mean he knows what to do here.

God, he hates this. This isn't right. ]

You just don't want to be happy. You never have. That's what I can't stand about you.