[That's new information; Dazai had been under the impression this man had not stepped out of line until betraying his God. Perhaps under different circumstances, he'd dig into that more, yet it feels like his ears are ringing. He can't focus right, because he knows -- he knows where this is going. His thoughts have already turned in that direction, not that it's ever far from the surface.
But it's becoming too close for comfort, and he doesn't like it. Next thing he knows, Castiel will tell him that this doomed battle he is throwing himself into with the full expectation he won't live to see its aftermath is the result of a situation his God manipulated and engineered for him to engage in specifically, for the greater good of Heaven.]
Know this isn't said to be condescending, but you may well be underestimating yourself. I knew a man who was the lowest ranked in his entire organization, yet he was skilled enough that he could've laid waste to the vast majority of his superiors, if he had ever been driven to such a thing.
where did my brain go for three weeks
[That's new information; Dazai had been under the impression this man had not stepped out of line until betraying his God. Perhaps under different circumstances, he'd dig into that more, yet it feels like his ears are ringing. He can't focus right, because he knows -- he knows where this is going. His thoughts have already turned in that direction, not that it's ever far from the surface.
But it's becoming too close for comfort, and he doesn't like it. Next thing he knows, Castiel will tell him that this doomed battle he is throwing himself into with the full expectation he won't live to see its aftermath is the result of a situation his God manipulated and engineered for him to engage in specifically, for the greater good of Heaven.]
Know this isn't said to be condescending, but you may well be underestimating yourself. I knew a man who was the lowest ranked in his entire organization, yet he was skilled enough that he could've laid waste to the vast majority of his superiors, if he had ever been driven to such a thing.