You know, when we first met, on the network, I resented you. Your existence represented the worst possible fate I could imagine, after all. Persisting on indefinitely, without hope of an ending.
[He shakes his head, softly.]
I don't need to be forgiven, Castiel-san. Truthfully, I don't regret very much in my life. Less than I probably should. I simply want to turn out the light, pull up the covers, and sleep. I have been waiting for it for a very, very long time.
cw very explicit death idealization/romanticization
You know, when we first met, on the network, I resented you. Your existence represented the worst possible fate I could imagine, after all. Persisting on indefinitely, without hope of an ending.
[He shakes his head, softly.]
I don't need to be forgiven, Castiel-san. Truthfully, I don't regret very much in my life. Less than I probably should. I simply want to turn out the light, pull up the covers, and sleep. I have been waiting for it for a very, very long time.