[she's happy to lay here with him, watching him. he seems like he's in no big rush, happy to stay here with her for the time being.
there had been days where she had wanted this, dreamed of this. that someone might want this for her, be with her just like this. some part of her, memories that don't belong to her at all, says how she had missed this very thing.
to distract herself, she kisses his cheek.]
I was demanding. I take blame.
[she had not stopped wanting him, pulling him to her always. even if his body could not, only his fingers or mouth could, she had wanted it.]
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[she's happy to lay here with him, watching him. he seems like he's in no big rush, happy to stay here with her for the time being.
there had been days where she had wanted this, dreamed of this. that someone might want this for her, be with her just like this. some part of her, memories that don't belong to her at all, says how she had missed this very thing.
to distract herself, she kisses his cheek.]
I was demanding. I take blame.
[she had not stopped wanting him, pulling him to her always. even if his body could not, only his fingers or mouth could, she had wanted it.]