[She isn't surprised by his reaction she's spent so long keeping him at arms distance. Hell she's done it for years at home, only letting him see the parts of her that are the least battered and bruised.
Sure she's thrown it in his face a few times, the fact that he brushes up against her wounds a little too hard. But the truth of the matter is that the big wounds weren't caused by him. So why is it that the only thing she let's him know is how he hurts her. ]
I don't know. [What doesn't she know? This? Anything. She feels like she's punched in the gut. The first time she makes an effort to finally tell him something after being accused of running away, or not letting him in for years and she's reminded why she doesn't tell him things.
Why did she think this would be better? God she's an idiot. The emotions are climbing and she wants to run right out the door. Would that be better, it'd be proving him right. Her jaw clinches as she tries to steady her emotions.
She survived on her own the first time, without him. Without anyone else. She could do it again right. Except this time she has all the memories of the last time haunting her. Sure the people seem nice, but it's impossible not to see Skrulls at every corner. ]
[I survived once abduction once on my own, guess I'll just have to do it again. Is what she wants to to say. To yell it and storm out like she's stormed so many times before.]
I keep having flashbacks to the Skrull planet. [Her jaw is tight, and her words are soft like she's fighting to even make herself say it. At the end of it hangs hope that he won't throw it back in her face again. But hearing her say it out loud brings another realization. Was she taking everything so hard because she was remembering that Skrull with his face? The one who made her feel horrible, abused her.
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Sure she's thrown it in his face a few times, the fact that he brushes up against her wounds a little too hard. But the truth of the matter is that the big wounds weren't caused by him. So why is it that the only thing she let's him know is how he hurts her. ]
I don't know. [What doesn't she know? This? Anything. She feels like she's punched in the gut. The first time she makes an effort to finally tell him something after being accused of running away, or not letting him in for years and she's reminded why she doesn't tell him things.
Why did she think this would be better? God she's an idiot. The emotions are climbing and she wants to run right out the door. Would that be better, it'd be proving him right. Her jaw clinches as she tries to steady her emotions.
She survived on her own the first time, without him. Without anyone else. She could do it again right. Except this time she has all the memories of the last time haunting her. Sure the people seem nice, but it's impossible not to see Skrulls at every corner. ]
[I survived once abduction once on my own, guess I'll just have to do it again. Is what she wants to to say. To yell it and storm out like she's stormed so many times before.]
I keep having flashbacks to the Skrull planet. [Her jaw is tight, and her words are soft like she's fighting to even make herself say it. At the end of it hangs hope that he won't throw it back in her face again. But hearing her say it out loud brings another realization. Was she taking everything so hard because she was remembering that Skrull with his face? The one who made her feel horrible, abused her.
God. She really is an ass. ]