[ He hadn't exactly forgotten he'd sent those messages, but Harold has been a bit preoccupied lately with seeing John and Sameen again and the resulting fallout. He'd been getting his feet under him a little, so to speak, in feeling like he's actually here and he is alive and he needs to keep going--
And then he saw John again.
So when Accelerator texts him he's not expecting it, and the regret hits him again with an intense follow-up of self-directed frustration. It's completely inappropriate to express self-harm toward someone this young. Harold doesn't have any ideas that Accelerator looks up to him somehow, but he has firm ideas that the support should go in one direction only, from Harold to Accelerator. ]
I'm sorry, it wasn't right for me to send that message to you. I regained memories from what was once my future and is now my past.
[ He pauses and looks at his message before sending it this time, then adds, ]
I'm all right. I'm not a danger to myself or others. It was just very strange being here alone after I remembered.
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And then he saw John again.
So when Accelerator texts him he's not expecting it, and the regret hits him again with an intense follow-up of self-directed frustration. It's completely inappropriate to express self-harm toward someone this young. Harold doesn't have any ideas that Accelerator looks up to him somehow, but he has firm ideas that the support should go in one direction only, from Harold to Accelerator. ]
I'm sorry, it wasn't right for me to send that message to you. I regained memories from what was once my future and is now my past.
[ He pauses and looks at his message before sending it this time, then adds, ]
I'm all right. I'm not a danger to myself or others. It was just very strange being here alone after I remembered.