I really haven't, [ he says crisply, but not like he's judging Carver for it; just that Harold has never managed or wanted to get accustomed to immense loss. ]

But just because I feel something doesn't mean it should be acted upon. [ Harold stares down into his empty mug before finding his mental place again and pouring them both tea. ] The truth is, I think I've had my fill of people being concerned for my well-being as of late.

[ He could do with a little more callousness aimed in his direction. ]