[ on premise of maria liked him, she cared for him, she gave the same amount of attention towards the older hedgehog to the younger one. it's why he held that hope that maybe, even if she didn't end up by his side at the start, she found a side that made her happy. he had hoped, that's all he could do was hope that maybe.
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and yet, he can't even look at the other hedgehog when his posture shifts.
he heats him, but if that's the case then, then... yes, that must have been the case. that is what happened. when he said he would take them home, he never meant she would go alone, or maybe that is karma, his mistake building up to hurt him in ways he knew possible.
it's not the first time, it's not the second time, but it does begun to weigh om him. how many times can he lose her and stand like this? he knows the other isn't lying, he has no reason to, no matter the indifference they share there is a code they work by at the end of the day.
there is honesty when it comes to topics like this, and the other confirming this only serves as a scorching reminder of how he should have done things differently. for her sake.
there's a crackle of green light around his fist, it fades in and out, and squeezing his fingers a little tighter he attempts to cancel the feeling. not now, now is not the time no matter how much he feels at this time. it's that pain and frustration. ]
Unlike you. [ it sounds negative, blaming. ] I didn't do enough.
[ that will have to change, even saying that aloud is... he did enough, but not in the right spots.
it's all he has, all he seems to be willing to say, because if the other left now then he could. shadow won't chase him, shadow doesn't want anything at all. ]
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and yet, he can't even look at the other hedgehog when his posture shifts.
he heats him, but if that's the case then, then... yes, that must have been the case. that is what happened. when he said he would take them home, he never meant she would go alone, or maybe that is karma, his mistake building up to hurt him in ways he knew possible.
it's not the first time, it's not the second time, but it does begun to weigh om him. how many times can he lose her and stand like this? he knows the other isn't lying, he has no reason to, no matter the indifference they share there is a code they work by at the end of the day.
there is honesty when it comes to topics like this, and the other confirming this only serves as a scorching reminder of how he should have done things differently. for her sake.
there's a crackle of green light around his fist, it fades in and out, and squeezing his fingers a little tighter he attempts to cancel the feeling. not now, now is not the time no matter how much he feels at this time. it's that pain and frustration. ]
Unlike you. [ it sounds negative, blaming. ] I didn't do enough.
[ that will have to change, even saying that aloud is... he did enough, but not in the right spots.
it's all he has, all he seems to be willing to say, because if the other left now then he could. shadow won't chase him, shadow doesn't want anything at all. ]