You don't...know? [ Just a quizzical look directed your way, Jayce, as Viktor tries to parse how that response makes him feel. His expression falls somewhat, and there's the beginning of inner turmoil trapped behind his eyes as he gets carried away with his thoughts. Of course, it's short-lived given the nature of this whole revelation and conversation now. Having said too much, having given away too much about something that Jayce probably doesn't even feel towards him, or so he thought.
Viktor flushes as he looks at Jayce and then looks away again, thinking much the same thing. Does Jayce really like him, as he is, like this? That's all he can think, and it takes all his strength not to ask that question, fearing it would ruin the moment. But what Jayce doesn't know is that Viktor feels much the same. He has always been so eager, so willing to help and do good. Viktor has only ever wanted Jayce. Wanted him to understand, wanted him to believe, wanted nothing more than to just work with him in the lab, and work on their dream. Viktor has more restraint than most and even now he finds himself holding back in taking everything he possibly can from Jayce. ] I-I am sure, Jayce. I have...always been sure, since we met.
[ Another revelation that's probably going to be hard for Jayce to swallow and to accept. But Viktor says it just as easily as if it's nothing. Viktor swallows thickly, his amber eyes locking with Jayce's. It's love because that familiar pang in his chest that he knows all too well sits deep inside his chest cavity and threatens to knock the air from his diseased lungs. ] I don't think I could change my feelings for you. [ A pause as he idly strokes Jayce's cheek with his thumb. Of course, there have been times, like on the bridge, or their talking of making hextech weapons. His feelings may have faltered there, but it always ended up with Viktor wanting nothing more than his partner back. ]
I don't want you to change either. [ Even if he knows deep down how strange and utterly weird this is. The knowledge of Jayce using the hexcore on him to keep him alive, the betrayal that he felt when he was turned into something inhuman. How the knowledge of Jayce's actions towards him were all because of his devotion and love. It's hard to pinpoint if it's wrong to continue feeling this way, or if there's something fundamentally wrong with them both. Viktor doesn't linger too much on it because, despite all of that, it just feels right.
They were right for each other ever since that day they met and the night they decided to change the world. Two outcasts the world didn't believe in, only to have each other to the bitter end, it seems. ] I just want you.
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Viktor flushes as he looks at Jayce and then looks away again, thinking much the same thing. Does Jayce really like him, as he is, like this? That's all he can think, and it takes all his strength not to ask that question, fearing it would ruin the moment. But what Jayce doesn't know is that Viktor feels much the same. He has always been so eager, so willing to help and do good. Viktor has only ever wanted Jayce. Wanted him to understand, wanted him to believe, wanted nothing more than to just work with him in the lab, and work on their dream. Viktor has more restraint than most and even now he finds himself holding back in taking everything he possibly can from Jayce. ] I-I am sure, Jayce. I have...always been sure, since we met.
[ Another revelation that's probably going to be hard for Jayce to swallow and to accept. But Viktor says it just as easily as if it's nothing. Viktor swallows thickly, his amber eyes locking with Jayce's. It's love because that familiar pang in his chest that he knows all too well sits deep inside his chest cavity and threatens to knock the air from his diseased lungs. ] I don't think I could change my feelings for you. [ A pause as he idly strokes Jayce's cheek with his thumb. Of course, there have been times, like on the bridge, or their talking of making hextech weapons. His feelings may have faltered there, but it always ended up with Viktor wanting nothing more than his partner back. ]
I don't want you to change either. [ Even if he knows deep down how strange and utterly weird this is. The knowledge of Jayce using the hexcore on him to keep him alive, the betrayal that he felt when he was turned into something inhuman. How the knowledge of Jayce's actions towards him were all because of his devotion and love. It's hard to pinpoint if it's wrong to continue feeling this way, or if there's something fundamentally wrong with them both. Viktor doesn't linger too much on it because, despite all of that, it just feels right.
They were right for each other ever since that day they met and the night they decided to change the world. Two outcasts the world didn't believe in, only to have each other to the bitter end, it seems. ] I just want you.
[ It's only ever been just you. ]