[ There's not that much effort to it, true. But it still makes her feel perceived and she's not sure whether she thinks that's a good thing or not. A part of her glows with the thought that someone (anyone) looks at her and thinks she's attractive. Worth keeping around.

Another part finds that terrifying. ]

Why should I relax considering what we're up against?

[ The objection doesn't have quite as many teeth as it could have, considering she's still dancing with him. ]

A lot of things can kill you - let me worry about how tense I am!

[ But he notices her, doesn't he? Isn't that what she wants? ]

Besides, I can handle it. It's not that bad!