Lois Lane (
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( open ) shadows creep and want grows stronger
WHO: Lois, Clark, Jon, Gustave, & anyone else running into her on her open prompts!
WHEN: The duration of Mission 11.
WHERE: The horrorscapes of Etraya, also the reality slippage spaces.
WHAT: General prompts are in the top level, specific starters are below. The general prompts are linked on main log as well.
NOTES\WARNINGS: Horror, loss, monster attacks, physical injury, emotional injury
WHEN: The duration of Mission 11.
WHERE: The horrorscapes of Etraya, also the reality slippage spaces.
WHAT: General prompts are in the top level, specific starters are below. The general prompts are linked on main log as well.
NOTES\WARNINGS: Horror, loss, monster attacks, physical injury, emotional injury
shadows creep | graveside revelations
Lois sits, notepad on her knee, writing with visibly unnecessary force and flourish. This section of Etraya is recognizeable, for anyone who's been out to Nevergrey, absent of any notable landmarks beyond the trolley stop. She'd been turned around when she'd stepped off the trolley, intending to follow the tracks back toward Alexandrea's Wake, when the tombstones had started forming in the fog around her.
Was she still in Nevergrey? At some point following the tracks, with the unending fields of tombstones to either side, Lois isn't sure. Has she crossed over a river, trying to get to the barrier, trying to trace back to what counts as home, to where Clark might be, to where Jon might be, there's only this: the fog, the wind whispering in tears, and the aching melancholy of understanding that all good things must one day die.
Hence her sitting before these particular tombstones, adorned by beautiful statues that might have been angels in another time and place. Here, they were familiar to the heroes beneath the tombstones: Superman with his cloak draping from his broad shoulders, smiling and apologetic. At his feet, a pair of glasses, but also other scattered near-memorabilia: a peanut-butter jar, a small plastic cow, a lea of silk flowers that flutter in the breeze, and notes, so many notes and cards, some faded in ink, some crisp. Moreso than the wilted and dried flowers likewise scattered around are those written tributes.
To his right, a smaller figure, arms crossed over his chest, his smile beaming up at Superman. Superboy, too young ,and matching the hazy dates on his tombstone at his statue's feet. Likewise the base of his statue is covered in memorabilia: glasses, a cow figurine, a dog, a little farmhouse, a little skyscraper. A robin, in kitschy porcelain glory. And also letters, and cards, and a snow globe that improbably spins its little sparkles of ash over a volcano. Lois has no idea why, but she doesn't need to.
Because none of this can be real, for all it's true. The balance of love and fear for people who are larger than life and equally so wonderfully flawed and grounded, people whose hearts are bigger than their bodies, people who feel near invincible, but are not. She hazards the same guess that to them, one of the fears that lingers would be her own weeping angel over 'Lois Lane, loving mother, loving girlfriend,' but that's not a fear she has. Her own mortality is a given, not to rail against but to race against to do all she can before the road runs out.
So there she is with a notebook, her own words sprawled on the page, and the two tombstones whose names can't be read, whose epitaphs morph and change the longer she observes, whose birth and death dates are nebulous at best, whose ages read 31 and 11 weeping blood from the second digits, pooling at the base of the tombstone and absorbed into the long grasses overgrowing the graves. She's been writing down each permutation she sees in words on the tombstones, considerations for later reflections. The most recent one, however, tips her balance into throwing her pen at the stupid, perfect, apologetic statue of Superman standing so impossibly tall and unreachable over her cross-legged position on the grass of his grave. The pen strikes one thigh, bouncing off, falling back toward the ground.
"You do not get to make me a widow before I've ever been married!"and want grows stronger | on etraya's waters
( The waters of the rivers, or the seas, or whatever it is that flows around each of Etraya's islands flow underneath the rubber raft Lois has in the water. She's found it increasingly difficult to breathe the close she gets to the barrier, the more she keeps reminding herself vent. Each paddle stroke in the water, moving from one side of her craft to the other, feels more laborious than the last. Whatever this feeling is, it doesn't like her pressing back against it, the written reminder on both wrists: vent. Even when the letters dance into other shapes, enough blinking brings them back to that truth.
vent. )
I'm lodging a complaint, ( She wheezes out eventually. ) about inadequate vent filtration. For nebula bullshit.
( She pauses, looking toward either the shore that's just now looming in the fog, or the sound of a splash in the water. Either way, Lois calls out: )
If you're alive and you can hear me, tell me why six was afraid of seven!
( The more nonsense her questions, she's found, the less likely she is to hallucinate a response. Vent, for the moment, becomes a wayside thought. )deeper than the truth | emergency ration kit handouts
Hey.
( Lois calls out to the shape of what may be a person, or may be Manny, because she knows there's at least One Manny out here. Waving in a slower, exaggerated way, she follows that up with: )
When did you last get anything to eat or drink? That you remember?

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