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Π²lood Ρ•on ([personal profile] brat) wrote in [community profile] etrayalogs2024-04-03 01:58 pm

( closed ) bred, born, and raised to kick your ass

WHO: damian wayne ([personal profile] brat) & associates
WHEN: april - may
WHERE: places
WHAT: a catch all for closed starters
NOTES\WARNINGS:

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[personal profile] batsymbol 2024-04-17 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
( listening, he only glances over to damian out of the corner of his eye for a second. catches him flipping through his book. hm. )

He's been writing to me. Leaving me cards with riddles at each murder.

( writing to the batman, he means. )

Bruce Wayne was his latest target. ( a beat. ) Alfred was the one to suffer for that.
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[personal profile] batsymbol 2024-04-17 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
( another page turned and another entry found. this one, a little more recent.

Thursday, October 31st. The city streets are crowded for the holiday. Even with the rain. Hidden in the chaos is the element waiting to strike like snakes. But I'm there too. Watching. Two years of nights have turned me into a nocturnal animal. I must choose my targets carefully. It's a big city. I can't be everywhere. But they don't know where I am. We have a signal now. For when I'm needed. But when that light hits the sky, it's not just a call. It's a warning. To them. Fear... is a tool. They think I'm hiding in the shadows. But I am the shadows. I wish I could say I'm making a difference, but I don't know. Murder, robberies, assault. Two years later, they're all up. And now this. The city's eating itself. Maybe it's beyond saving. But I have to try. Push myself. These nights all roll together in a rush, behind the mask. Sometimes in the morning, I have to force myself to remember everything that happened.


again, he just barely looks over to damian there. hears what he has to say. yet doesn't seem to entirely believe it. )


You don't know that.

( the words are soft, bruce staring over to the elevator where he almost expects to see alfred. )

We're not from the same Gotham.
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[personal profile] batsymbol 2024-04-17 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
( damian's not wrong. bruce feels defeated. to some extent. having not been able to be there for him β€” to get to him in time or see the writing on the wall of bruce wayne being the riddler's next target... he should have known. should have figured it out quicker. now alfred lays in a hospital from a bomb. meant for him. it's his fault he's there.

his gaze just barely lifts to meet damian's. drops a moment later. )


I hope you're right.

( again, the words are soft. somber. )
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[personal profile] batsymbol 2024-04-17 11:13 pm (UTC)(link)
( damian drops down and bruce watches him. the ego on this kid... )

You're just going to sit there like that?
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[personal profile] batsymbol 2024-04-17 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Depends. How long are you planning to sit there?

( it's not like he's just going to stand around doing nothing, kiddo. )
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[personal profile] batsymbol 2024-04-17 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
( ... )

Fine.

( to damian sitting there, he means.

turning, he starts to walk towards the elevator, cape following along after him as he does. it's just the two of them here β€” supposedly β€” yet he still doesn't feel the need to remove his cowl. as familiar as this all is, it's still not gotham. )


I'm going to look around a bit. Don't touch anything. Stay put.
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[personal profile] batsymbol 2024-04-18 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
( he knows. despite the little time they’ve known one another here… he knows.

still, he pulls the gate of the elevators shut, eyes damian there on the floor through the thick greasepaint beneath his cowl, and presses the button to take him up through the secret passage the elevator hides within. slow and quiet, bruce just staring to the closed gate.

the place he ends up is the locked room that belongs to his deceased parents. standing there at the double doors. taking a moment. quiet. thinking to the things damian had said about alfred. about how joker and others like him will become a burden to him over the years and take so much from him until he’s almost left with nothing.

he unlocks the doors. steps in. stands there in silence. it’s an exact replica of thomas and martha’s room. a room he hasn’t personally been inside for a number of years now. it hurts to be in here. contains so many memories that are more like torn photographs now, ripped along the edges. colours faded. washed out. nearly forgotten in some ways.

slowly, he removes his cowl, lets his hair fall every which way, a breath so soft on his lips as blue eyes stare to the floor β€” to the rug there he remembers sitting on as a boy. a short-lived childhood that he fears damian, too, has had the unfortunate experience of. if one at all. cowl there in hand, held by the tips of his fingers, he slowly makes his way to the bed. hesitates almost. then gently seats himself at the foot of it and lets everything he’s feeling and carrying sink into him until he feels as if he can’t move.

his head tips down, a sigh just barely there on lips, and he lets his eyes fall shut as he sits there. holding the cowl. cape enveloped around him as a protective shield. a blanket of vengeance that practically seeps into his bones. he wishes alfred was here. could tell him the things he needs to hear and what to do. it’s not that he doesn’t know it’s just… he doesn’t know if he can.

so he sits there. just needing a moment to. a moment to sit with these burdens, these concerns, these guilts nestled so deeply within him. not so much for his own sake but more for damian’s. )
Edited 2024-04-18 14:19 (UTC)
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[personal profile] batsymbol 2024-04-18 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
( father. he's still not used to being addressed like that.

he lifts his head, just barely. looks over to damian there with eyes that carry a number of burdens within them. he blinks. slow. lets it all sink back into the depths of everything that he is and licks over his lips. cowl held there at his knee by the tips of his fingers. )


Are you finished snooping around?

( because he knows that's what he'd been up to β€” what he left him to do while he just... took this moment for himself. because it's not as if he's really let himself do that since he's arrived here. distractions, confusion, attempts to make sense of things he never thought he'd have to make sense of... you know. all things bruce would rather focusβ€” fixate on than everything that he's trying to ignore that he's feeling. )
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[personal profile] batsymbol 2024-04-18 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
( damian comes over. takes a seat there beside him and... bruce just watches him. out of the corner of his eye. watches the way he cards a set of fingers through the bit of mess that is currently his hair. spots the few cobwebs he'd managed to get in them. clearly he hadn't taken the elevator. had found other ways to go about getting himself up here.

licking over his lips again, he stares to damian a little longer before he lets his gaze drop to his hands. to the cowl he holds there. )


I don't remember saying you could read that.
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[personal profile] batsymbol 2024-04-18 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe I thought you'd exercise restraint.

( though, as he's coming to learn with damian, that might not be one of his strong points. )
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[personal profile] batsymbol 2024-04-18 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
( again, it's still difficult for him to wrap his mind around, but. the more he spends time around damian, the more he... sees himself, here and there, within the kid currently sprawled out some on the bed.

a slow glance to damian out of the corner of his eye, he drags teeth over his bottom lip. swallows. )


Yeah.

( looking down to the cowl again, he holds back the sigh he wants to let out. )

I guess you are.
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[personal profile] batsymbol 2024-04-18 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
( struggling. not a word he'd want to use to describe the way he feels as of late with everything going on in gotham, but. not exactly far from the truth either. he knows damian's likely picked that up from snooping through his journal. through the gotham project that he's been relentlessly writing it day after day after day the past two years. needing to keep track of it all. to remember. have it as something to look back on if he ever needs to. while some might think it therapeutic in a way, for bruce, it's just part of the job. another tool to be used to his advantage.

but to carry such a heavy burden he's intentionally put on his shoulders concerning his gotham and to have doubts about it β€” about how likely it is he can save such a corrupt city, only to find himself here, now with the burden of trying to save not only gotham, but the world itself... it weighs on him in ways he never thought such a path like this would and he doesn't know what to do. not yet. there's just... too much on his shoulders currently and he doesn't know if more weight will be added to what he's already carrying.

damian goes and calls him bruce and... while he's not yet used to being addressed as father, somehow hearing him called his name by damian is just... strange. surprisingly.

he looks to him, quiet. blue eyes sweeping their gaze over the other's face now that he has his own mask peeled off and, like before, he searches those green eyes with his blue. sees the hints of familiarity softly etched within them. )


It sounds weird when you call me that.

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