[it is what it is but Maria has found being acknowledged really great actually. pretty life changing stuff right there.]

A creepy town poofs you into existence for a guy and you expect a little more affection, you know? [it was easier to joke about.] For a while, I didn't even remember he did it so many times. And then recently I got to remember that right, he's done it a lot. [Maria thinks about how many times the exectutioner had killed her, impaling her again and again. until she realizes she thought about that and apologizes.]

It's really hard to stop thinking. Not used to someone like you.