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Clive Rosfield ([personal profile] herofhopeless) wrote in [community profile] etrayalogs2025-08-02 03:46 pm

Mission 010 Catch All - Closed

WHO: Sleipnir, Barnabas, Joshua, Leon, Vander, Kirk, Hernan, Sleeper (Silas), Accelerator
WHEN: Weeks 3 and 4 of Mission 010
WHERE: San Francisco
WHAT: Planned threads with various characters, didn't want to bog down the main mission log
NOTES\WARNINGS: NSFW, violence, blood, murder, unsafe behaviors

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cantilevers: (76)

cover your eyes, dear friends

[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-08-05 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
He's just... it's the anomaly... I think.

[The problem was that Vander didn't know for certain. Had Kirk been starving himself before their encounter? If the hunger became too overwhelming then he had been informed that it could overtake any of Kirk's good sense. He didn't know what had happened leading up to their coming together, and he was not in the right state to think his way through it.

The barrier dissipated once they had left it, conserving energy and the trip from the roadside to his apartment was a blur. One minute he was blinking his eyes and the next he saw the familiar ceiling of the hallway. Oh what a sight it would be seeing Ifrit; he hoped his neighbours were not around otherwise they would receive quite the fright. He almost laughed but didn't have the energy.

Suddenly he was in his apartment, though he couldn't tell how much time had passed, just that he was laying on the couch and there was a warm blanket over him. He almost missed being in Clive's arms - no, Ifrit - but he shifted slightly so he could reach up with trembling fingers to touch the cauterized injury on his neck. It would scar. It was too deep not to plus the burnt flesh that stopped the bleed.

His fingers lightly traced the burnt flesh and he wondered if it would kill him from an infection. He'd seen people go out that way. He closed his eyes, humming softly as pain radiate through him and he tried to focus on Ifrit's question.]


Bond... mark? You mean the burn? [The one he had just received? Wait, hadn't that just happened? He did recall Ifrit's teeth back when he wasn't himself either, but that had healed instantly.] I have a mark now...? It's not going anywhere.

[Wait, where did Ifrit go? He lifted his head, pushing himself up on one elbow to stare at the man in his kitchen. This was oddly domestic.]

Are you... taking care of me?
cantilevers: (43)

he's being so domestic here

[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-08-06 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
[He blinked at the eye colour change, and his brain was not following along even as he tried to sort out exactly how this scenario was going to end. He wasn't strong enough stand under his own power, and at this point, he wasn't convinced he could crawl either. It was dizzying just levering himself up, but he had to wonder: Why was Ifrit here and not Clive?]

I don't... believe that. I've seen people affected by it... maybe not as much but you know, changes... [He trailed off, unable to think back of a specific example. Not even the one that literally just happened in the streets or the one that was currently happening right now. He was only certain people from Etraya were affected.

And whatever normalized struggle to formulating thoughts of his current situation ground to an absolute halt when apparently there had been a mark exchanged that crazy night? He didn't remember much about it, backseat that he had been thrust for the event as it had come with a fight from start to finish. His fingers trembled as they touched the burn that radiated heat on his neck, as if he could determine if there was a mark beyond what he had already sustained.]


Gift? [He tried not to sound confused, but he fell sort as he squinted at Ifirt.

He slowly lowered himself on the couch. This was not what he expected upon realizing he had been returned to his apartment. He should probably suggest a doctor, yet he found himself raising shaking hands to try to handle the glass that felt oddly warm in his hands.]


I need to sit up to try to drink...

[He was about to dump it on himself and even lifting his head, he did manage to drink a little but also spilled it down his neck. He coughed and slowly moved to turn onto his side, still somehow managing to handle the glass without dropping or spilling.]
cantilevers: (41)

/impending jaw's theme

[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-08-08 01:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[It wouldn't be the first time that they had limited information stepping onto a mission. Normally it wasn't quite this large and expansive, but the information was accurate enough to land them in trouble but not so much that it was an outright lie he had noticed. They had to sort it out themselves, always did.]

No... they often send us... into situations grasping for information.

[Vander stared at the spot on the back of Ifrit's neck, blinking his eyes slowly as his brows drew together as he recalled that moment when he bit the other man. There had been several instances, especially when he had Clive pinned to the countertop where he had applied his teeth. Then there had been the blur of activities after that point which was a confusing mess of stimulation that he had never formally parsed out.

He wasn't even certain that Clive was fully aware of what had happened. After all, he wasn't certain he even saw a mark on the back of Ifrit's neck. Just like the mark on his own was... he supposed it happened. He wanted to talk to Clive; he didn't dare ask yet.]


Thank you... for saving me. [He felt talking about their mutual 'love' bites was a landmine he did not wish to risk stepping on poorly.] Once I've had a bit of time to catch my breath, I should seek a healer.

[He groaned as he was helped (or more manhandled) up to sitting position, his head swimming and dropping towards his chest as he nearly passed out. He bit his lower lip to concentrate on the pain to prevent that. The tunnel vision faded and he was breathing hard even as he took the glass from Ifrit and held it in both, clutching it so it didn't fall into his own lap. Then his hands, the glass and Ifrit were bringing it to his lips. He did drink, gagging a little on the taste of taste.]

You and Clive have been... caring for me since we met. Is there anything I can do to care for you? [And him.]
cantilevers: (88)

Here there be monsters....

[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-08-09 05:45 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know. I just... want to save my world. My girls, so whatever I have to do... ugh, I'll do it.

[It was difficult to string his thoughts together logically as they were disjointed and elusive. That he was carrying on any manner of conversation right now felt like a miracle of sorts, but he knew better than to be silent with Clive shoved to the backburner. This was what happened that night, after all, yet his counterpart was not emerging to contest.

No danger, right? It felt like a twisted situation all the same. He could more easily navigate this with Clive as he had developed a strong bond with the younger man, but what did he know about the Eikons? Little to nothing. He didn't even know they had free will and personalities until this moment.

His breathing was still heavy, and he drank what he could of the salt water. It tasted terrible, and the only reason that he perhaps didn't was because he was too weak from blood loss to do more than accept the assistance.]


Alright... I appreciate your help. With everything.

[His eyebrows drew together in confusion in what he was witnessing, blinking his eyes rapidly as he watched some change in the armour on Ifrit. For a moment, he thought that Clive was remerging and returning to the forefront, but no, nothing more than the armour on the neck had changed. The skin looked plainly normal too, not marks or bruising or scarring.

He stared at the spot revealed as Ifrit leaned closer as if to present for inspection. He blinked and stared at the other's face at the question, wise enough by the tone to understand this was important. But, he didn't remember. It was that flurry of a night that occurred. He had set his very human teeth to the back of Clive's neck, but not the side. Not there.

Vander reached out with a shaky hand and touched the hot skin, smoothing his fingers over it. That darkness within him stirred, sliding down his arm and into his fingertips to feel with him. It shouldn't be this way.]


It... was the darkness inside me that claimed you. [Or it was his best guess.] When it is out, I don't experience things as it does. It would be unfair of me to claim... what I don't remember? [Never one without the other.] If you can make it come out...?
cantilevers: (74)

Well that escalated....

[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-08-10 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[Vander's brows drew an even deeper line over his eyes as he regarded Ifrit. He shifted uncomfortably on the couch because the answer was plain as day to him, especially after the threat of Robin potentially trampling over Zaun's rights and starting a dust up with his daughter. He had been poised and ready to even return to enduring Shimmer if he needed to, and he had already felt what it was like to kill on that.

But they had not started to fight directly. They were defending themselves and their rights to have technology and freedom which was so often trampled upon by others.]


I'll do whatever is necessary... if the fight it brought to me. I don't start it, but I will finish it. [Which meant if those he cared about, those close to him, decided to make the initial push to end their friendship, he would not hold back. He couldn't. And that scared him.

He appreciated the care that he was receiving from Clive and the Eikon. He knew that Kirk would not be making another appearance to take more from him with these two looming over him. He nodded slightly, dully aware of the caressing against his neck and it was enough to keep him from simply falling asleep.]


Once I heal, I'll be alright, but thank you.

[He expected that seeing a healer or this Phoenix would be enough to return him to his feet. He would likely have to confront Kirk once he learned more of what had happened and understand the situation. Until then, this couch or his bed was likely the only places that he would be spending any amount of time on.

That was the expectation. The reality proved to be much, much more contentious.

It took him a moment to realize his air supply was being cut off with a massive hand around his throat. He gagged at first as Ifrit's words filtered through his sluggish brain and his eyes widened as he stretched and strained against the hold on his throat, lifting a trembling hand to Ifrit's wrist in a lame attempt to pry it off.

His lips parted but the ability to speak had been cut off, and he was so close to unconsciousness from a combination of blood loss and pain from the burn that his vision blackened at the edges. Clive... stop. Not you too... He tried to summon strength through any emotion he could tap into.

The darkness stirred sluggishly, also affected by the damage he had already taken. He scratched at it, prodded and poked and the darkness presence eased towards the surface but hadn't the strength to break through until his consciousness was almost completely faded. Tendrils of black smoke curled along his skin, almost appearing as fur and his grey eyes flicked blue then back as limited energy debilitated both halves of his power.

The shimmering white protective barrier appeared then cracked and faded away. The darkness struggled and howled in frustration to escape and finally managed the feat once Vander's eyes rolled back into their sockets as he lost consciousness. There was a blast of black smoke and the area of the apartment was cast in various shadows as the Wolf clawed its way free of his oxygen deprived body which dissolved to smoke.

Diminished, the Wolf snarled from one of the shadows as it gathered itself and glowing blue eyes glared balefully before charging on all four paws. Unlike their first encounter, this was a full transformation and Wolf moved to set its teeth to Ifrit's throat.
cantilevers: (70)

He's such an extreme doki-doki

[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-08-10 03:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[Vander was mute to the plain skepticism from Ifrit because it was true, and it was an ugly truth that he didn't want to face. If it came between killing those he had grown close to and losing Jinx and Vi and Runeterra, he would do it. He would hate himself for it, but he would not let them down as he had so many times in the past. There was a darkness in him that he understood was built on good intentions.

And no, Vander was used to being the caretaker, and he was comfortable in that role. He had seen how Clive also fit that role: caretaker, protector, brother-at-arms. Yet, he had unearthed a part of Clive that needed to be cared for too, had stoked desire and soft vulnerability when they were alone, especially under the cover of dark where no judgment was passed between them. Just thoughts, feelings and wishes.

He wanted Clive to be here. He could understand the motivation here more.

Instead, Vander was replaced in a last ditch effort for survival regardless of Ifrit's intentions. An attack was an attack however it was intended and the Wolf snarled around armoured plating and hung on as tooth and claw racked over before he was ripped free from the precarious position. It didn't matter. Only attacking mattered.

Black smoke curled off his fur, and normally he would vaporize away and simply attack again, over and over, relentless. But there was an energy deficiency which forced Wolf to conserve (never stop, just adapt). He snapped jaws towards Ifrit's face from the hanging positioning, twisting and wriggling to be free.]


Speak, Fire One, before We tear you apart.
cantilevers: (82)

It takes two to tango on that front

[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-08-10 04:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[Wolf snapped and twisted in the grip, claws and teeth flashing regardless of the distance between himself and the body in front of him. Blue light still reflected out from between certain portions of his fur, increasing in brightness as his frustration rose. He needed to attack and tear and rip, not hang here like an ineffective pup.

Glowing blue eyes stared out from the wolf skull, and his lips pulled wide to reveal all teeth as his mouth fell open and a deep humourless laugh emerged. Wolf was all emotion, all the time, so he was fully capable of understanding what was being asked of him. He laughed, aware it would cause fury, a fight.]


You are ours, Maker of Flame. You will always be ours, and that bite was to show you your place.

[Wolf suddenly stopped thrashing and craned his head on his neck, leaning as close to Ifrit's neck where there had been a bite - multiple actually - and while he could not reach, he still chortled darkly.]

No one can escape death. You will return to us as they all do. Does our claim not satisfy you, Fire one?
cantilevers: (81)

They are damn fascinating. But also... damn, here comes the fight.

[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-08-11 12:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[Wolf's regenerative abilities were well at work within Vander, and they could truly never die. They faded then returned; never one without the other. The difference was that Vander's humanity tainted them, tempered a little of the wildness and relentless abandon to rip and tear. Forced to think as it were.

They chortled at the show of smoke and flame and heat, amused by the damaged ego. Smoke curled off of their dark fur, the light growing from their mouth and eyes as strength returned little by little.]


So eager to have a place by our side, Flame Maker. Your contributions are noted, eagerly anticipated even, but you are not the sole contributor to our purpose. [They were held just out of range but another strain of neck and head and they could lap at the spot on Ifrit's neck where this one seemed oh so focused.] We are two; you are one. We understand your loneliness, Fire One. We two were once one and it was a depth of loneliness that required extreme action.

[Wolf snapped jaws at Ifrit's throat, just out of range as those claws dragged over fur and 'flesh', releasing more black smoke as the room darkened further. Time seemed to stand still.]

You are destruction; you take what you think you want, but it never remains because you cannot escape your nature. Anything you covet, anything you wish, anything you think you love will fall to destruction. We cannot escape what we are, Maker of Flame. Embrace it.
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cantilevers: (60)

This is actually some weird foreplay no one will admit to

[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-08-12 01:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[This would never end as Ifrit wished; both of them were too free-spirited and yet bound to a purpose that they embraced. They could tangle and assist to those ends, but they would always be moving to the next little light that would blink out.

The show of lightning was painful, but they held their form purposefully to endure. A snarling whine of pain flared from the attack, solidifying their presence here and grounding it to this plane of existence.]


No, we do not; we know your end point as it is with all creatures. That body you inhabit will die. It will be a pleasure to watch the light fade in the future. [That was the one truth that could not be escaped, regardless of attempts to run from the inevitable. Wolf liked it when they ran; it meant they could unleash all this bubbling emotion.

The shadows were blasted away, but as soon as the fire passed, they began to encroach again. And when their throat was ripped out? They simply dissolved to smoke, a dark wolfish chuckle coming as their power consolidated in one corner of the room.]
So you seek love and acceptance? Your human taints your purity. We will show you the end point of your fate, Flame One.

[Glowing blue eyes were the first indication as Wolf blasted from the shadows, closing the distance quickly to move to bite Ifrit's face.]
cantilevers: (46)

They have been waiting for this

[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-08-13 01:12 pm (UTC)(link)
This body has already felt our teeth and claws. Another time will prove no different than the first. [Everyone and everything passed to their side of the veil; it was simply a matter of time. In every universe, in every timeline, it was the one truth that no entity could escape from even if it were only for a time.] We will embrace you as you pass over, Flame One. You will not go alone.

[There was a hissed of delight at the heat in their mouth, the beginning of a fight. Wolf lived for those that ran from their end point, hunted them down and tore them apart. As long as the energy in this body held, there would be no stopping them from achieving that truthful purpose.

Their teeth clung onto that arm as they were airborne and falling, and once they landed, the dissolved into black smoke. The street seemed to freeze in time and darkness fell over the area, highlighting Ifrit's molten flames as a bright point. Wolf gathered in the mouth of a deep shadow and then exploded out in a relentless charge to try to bowl Ifrit over to the ground.]
cantilevers: (48)

They are just tsundere

[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-08-15 12:48 pm (UTC)(link)
We are, Flame Maker. Even this body will fail... [It would simply have to keep rising until this strange set of circumstances were over. That was why they would rise again and again.

Those words, like a challenge, took them both to the ground as teeth snapped and claws racked at the armour that adorned Ifrit's body. They would seize on clamping teeth on any portion of the other's body, though they were attempting over and over again to close jaws around that throat.]


You will come to us, Destruction. Twined in our purposes, as you say.
cantilevers: (49)

Yeah this is their love affair and it's weird.

[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-08-16 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
Body or no, we are inevitable. Everyone will face us one day, so the body means little when the purpose remains.

[They tangled together in an impulsive struggle against each other, and for now, Wolf must conserve. They may appear large and powerful, but the base state of this body limited their normal relentless choices of violence. They hated being careful and somewhat restrained.]

Hardly. We will walk together that path until you too are overtaken. You speak too highly of your longevity, Flame One.

[The taste of molten fire burned through their jaw, alit their fur so that black smoke curled off of them as regeneration fought the pain and action. They thrashed and struggled against that hand. It wasn't until that laser blast that they released their hold and evaporated into black smoke with a snarl until it was over.

A few feet away in a deep shadow they coalesced again and Wolf barreled right back out to try to seize Ifrit by the back of the neck so they could shake the other entity. Break their neck. Tear them apart. It was as they had done for centuries.]