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Dante ([personal profile] nowfeaturing) wrote in [community profile] etrayalogs2026-05-12 10:28 pm

It's gonna gonna gonna gonna

WHO: Dante and various
WHEN: May (pre-mission)
WHERE: Here there and everywhere
WHAT: Catch-all post for May
NOTES\WARNINGS: Talk of childhood trauma, parent death and Nero getting hit in the face with demonic nunchucks.

antimetabole: (53)

[personal profile] antimetabole 2026-05-13 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
As Dante made no particular motion to engage or move any further, Vergil let out a small sigh of relief before likewise simply plopping down to the ground. One would think hitting the hard ground like that would hurt even from where he was just a moment struggling to get back to his feet properly, but frankly, Vergil barely feels it amid all the other bruises, cuts, and scrapes he's managed to acquire over the past few hours. Never mind that simply being at rest feels like a godsend at this point. Even with the Yamato to open a portal, limping up the stairs is going to be a challenge and not something he's looking forward to doing. Although perhaps he can beat Dante to the couch and force him to make use of that new chair Nero made for him...

Laying down sounds like a brilliant idea right now, of course, but Vergil fears if he does, he won't make it back up. So, he contents himself for the moment with setting Yamato down on the ground beside him and leaning back a little on his hands. His arms protest the weight being rested upon them and Vergil does make a few little adjustments to his positioning, but there is simply no preventing it from aching a little. He's looking up at the sky then with a contented smile when Dante asks his question.

Vergil huffs a quiet laugh, breathless because he has yet to fully catch his breath either. It hurts a little to laugh, but it oddly just leads him to laugh a little more.

They truly are a pair of old fools.

"I won't tell if you don't," he says, looking over at Dante still sprawled on the ground. He moves to sit up, but ultimately ends up sitting a little slouched forward. "The last thing we need is the child accusing us of getting too old for this."

Not that Vergil thinks Nero would make that accusation out anything more than a joke. It may not make perfect sense to him even now, but given Nero resisted any urge to start henpecking after their first bout on Mesa, Vergil suspects he understands it better now than he did before. The twins may beat the living hell out of each other in the process of all this, but it is little more than a game to them, and there is a comfort to be found in it. No matter how much time they have spent apart from one another, Vergil and Dante read each other in battle better than anyone else. It is a sign their bond remains through it all.

"Am I going to have to carry you through the portal, little brother?" Vergil asks with an amused huff.
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[personal profile] antimetabole 2026-05-13 01:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Vergil raises an eyebrow when Dante pulls the chocolate bar from his coat. He isn't particularly surprised that Dante has snacks stashed away in his coat, but he is surprised to see the bar in any kind of edible state at this point.

"And here I thought it was your hip cracking back into place when you hit the ground earlier," he says with a lightly amused huff. Vergil picks up Yamato and uses it to leverage himself back up to his feet with a grunt. It feels like a bad idea the whole way up, and so does every step crossing the short distance between them, but Vergil opts not to put the chocolate bar through anything more and have Dante toss it. Never mind that it will also be easier to share if they're sitting next to each other instead of a few feet apart. Getting back down is not any easier than getting up, but Vergil uses a hand on Dante's shoulder to ease his descent to the ground beside him a bit. It is with a hefty sigh that Vergil comes to rest once more, one leg bent with the other extended in front of him, and rather than taking his hand back, Vergil gives Dante a light, affectionate little shove.

Vergil's quiet a moment before he gives a thoughtful little hum.

"I recall we considered it a draw back then, too." Vergil looks over at Dante then. "Winner got the chocolate, wasn't it?"

But they ended up not too dissimilar to how they are now from what Vergil remembers. The chocolate was split between the two of them more or less evenly by the time they limped back to their mother, their spirits high and without any amount of anger or resentment for the throttling they gave the other. Although Vergil had tried to concede some of his chocolate in the end to Dante, knowing Dante liked it better than him anyways and ultimately wanting to be a good big brother. Likely on any other day than their birthday, Dante would have accepted it sooner or later, but Vergil remembers him pretending to somehow not have the room in his stomach for more and wanting to leave room for cake. It was a stupid, flimsy excuse when they were both bottomless pits at that age, but Vergil was elated Dante didn't take it and wanted to share it evenly in the end. He didn't argue the point. Looking back on it now though, Vergil speculates that may have been some of the reason their mother wasn't angry with them in spite of the mess they made of themselves.
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[personal profile] antimetabole 2026-05-14 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
Vergil takes two pieces from the offered bar. One piece he holds onto for the moment while the other, identically to Dante's piece, disappears into his mouth to slowly melt.

"Yes, our fourth birthday, I believe," he says with a slight nod after a moment. "I recall doing us doing quite well until he brought out the water guns."

Vergil recognizes as an adult now Sparda was letting them win, and bringing out the water guns was to give them something else to play with. But at the time, it truly felt like they were working for it sincerely, just as he likely intended.

"And, of course, Mother's betrayal."

The twins had mistakenly believed hiding behind their mother would provide them with the respite needed to regroup and conquer their father. Unfortunately for them, that turned out not to be the case and it was all-out war for a while with alliances switching sometimes faster than one could blink. But the brothers ended up on the same team again by the end, their original objective remembered and sought after. Not that it mattered much at that point if they managed to push Sparda in when everyone was sopping wet by the time they had to go back inside. It was a wonder the twins didn't fall asleep face first into their cake that year between the heat and how hard they played together that day.

Vergil hums in faint amusement at the memory.

"That was a good day," he says faintly after another moment of thought and a bit of a furrow in his brow. "We had many of those."

That's something he finds himself forgetting at times. It's not that he has such an unfavorable view of his childhood. Truly, Vergil doesn't. But it's hard to deny how much loss and grief color the past for him—something he imagines to be true for Dante, too—never mind his quiet, private fear that in stitching himself back together, he's lost more of his memories than time alone would take from him. Vergil puts the other piece of chocolate in his mouth with the other gone and melted rather than give voice to any of that, however. It's something better left unspoken, he thinks.
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[personal profile] antimetabole 2026-05-14 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Vergil does not look at Dante while he speaks of their father, looking ahead at the destruction caused in the wake of their playful clash with one another. His gaze drops lower, away from the horizon and somewhere nearby to their feet as the words hang there. Vergil's jaw tenses briefly, relaxing again. His own thoughts do not turn towards their childhood upon hearing that, but still drift towards the past all the same. Vergil rests a forearm on his raised knee and lightly clenches a fist before releasing it. What Dante says about their own father had been Vergil's fear with Nero. That he still somewhat carries even to this day, as he isn't certain if Nero reached the same conclusion about his mother as Vergil had that day they spoke about his origins.

Except at the very least, Sparda had something noble that he was potentially setting his family aside for. There was little sense, after all, in protecting his family if there was no world for them to live in. Vergil could not claim the same. He was selfish and everything Dante built Sparda into in his memory. Vergil turns his head slightly away from Dante for a moment when he speaks so plainly of his feelings towards their father.

Once, he probably would have found a great fault in Dante for feeling that way. But after Nero...

Vergil draws a slow breath in and out, steadying and smoothing away anything that might belie those tangential thoughts before even so much as glancing in Dante's direction.

"I think he would have understood that."

That Dante hated him. That Dante forgot that there was anything other than the abandonment or the little slights—perceived or otherwise—that children resent in the moment, but tend to forget as they grow old enough to understand why their parents did what they did. That Dante used to reject anything that could remotely be from or of him because of everything that happened not just on the day of their mother's murder, but everything that came after, and how much Dante hated him for all of it.

"And I think he would have hated himself, too. At least a little," he adds just as quietly. Vergil could not fathom being in Sparda's position and not walking away with anger and hatred for himself in failing his family, or that he wouldn't accept that responsibility that Dante threw upon him for everything. "But none of that it would not change how he felt about you."
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[personal profile] antimetabole 2026-05-16 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Vergil breaks his gaze with Dante when he mentions once believing that it would be Vergil that would step into their father's legacy. Shame feels too light a word to describe the weight that rests there in his chest from knowing just how far he strayed from being anyone worthy of Sparda's legacy. Silently, he tries to call back the memory of Mizu saying that he's always been worthy, but the words are too hollow of a comfort here and now in Dante's presence.

He glances at Dante as he sits back up a little, and considers whether or not to allow Dante to change the subject like that. The fact of it being their birthday is a flimsy as hell excuse, of course. Vergil hasn't celebrated his birthday whatsoever since they were eight years old, and the day has meant nothing to him. He cannot imagine it being much more than that for Dante except perhaps a bitter reminder of what he lost. So, it makes sense that on today of all days, he would reflect on the past a bit more than usual. But what Dante brings up is something fraught with potential wrong turns in conversation and old wounds. It's understandable that he would put forth their birthday as the reason why they might want to move onto more pleasant topics.

In the end, however, Vergil decides against allowing it if for only one reason. Dante talks about it not feeling right for him to step into Sparda's legacy because of what he did to Vergil. The trouble with that?

"Dante," he says slowly, carefully. It's not a subject he ever finds himself wanting to discuss, and he cannot say he's ever really considered how to talk about it with his brother. Not when Dante has been so avoidant in speaking of the past. "You didn't do anything to me. What became of me was the result of my own foolish choices, and that subsequently put you in an impossible position more than once."

Vergil looks away from Dante again, back to the horizon they created together. His jaw clenches for a moment as he holds back more words, words he knows would not bring about comfort to Dante even if they are true. For all the guilt Dante carries over what happened on Mallet, for all that he sees it as simply having killed his brother, Vergil believes Dante saved him in the end. And it would have been just as true had Dante truly killed him. Being a shallow husk of himself was terrible enough, but a lapdog to their father's old enemy, their mother's murderer remains a shame that Vergil can barely stand. His stomach turns and his skin crawls every time he thinks of it. But Vergil knows Dante will likely never see it as having set his brother free. That isn't who he is.

"I always wanted Father's legacy. For a long time, I felt entitled to it. When you defeated me and had the greater claim..." Vergil purses his lips, shaking his head a little. He couldn't understand it. After the years of being hunted, the years of pushing himself to grow stronger, to have gone through all that he did only to find it was Dante who could claim their father's power? Vergil had been incensed. Lost. What Mundus did was merely salt in the wound, a confirmation of all Vergil feared to be true about himself. It's why he so desperately needed one last bout against Dante. One last way to prove he was not the worthless, weak son of Sparda who could be so easily broken and defeated. "I yielded it to you that day on the Temen-ni-gru. Not that I wanted to accept it then, but in my defeat, I had only managed to prove that I had strayed too far to hold any claim."

Looking down to his lap for a brief moment, Vergil finally returns his gaze to Dante.

"It may not have been something you necessarily wanted, Dante, but Father's legacy was always meant for you. Not me."
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[personal profile] antimetabole 2026-05-19 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Vergil breaks the gaze with Dante again from another rising wave of shame when Dante mentions the choice Vergil made atop the Temen-ni-gru. Hindsight being what it is, Vergil knows now that what Dante doesn't say, leaves to inference and implication is ultimately the truth. It was not the conscious choice he made, the intention had not been to abandon Dante. It was a mistaken belief that there was nothing left in the human world for him, that leaving for the demon world was his only recourse to reclaim his lost honor and to grow strong enough to perhaps still have a claim as a son of Sparda. He was too blinded by his defeat, his feelings of worthlessness to see Dante standing there, and under no circumstance could he allow for Dante to follow him.

He lifts his gaze again, however, when Dante speaks of being at fault for any of what befell Vergil. A furrow forms in his brow even as he listens, not out of anger so much as just how far do they tread close to these old wounds? Dante already skirted past one such wound already. Vergil does not fault him for it. The past is the past, and there is no unmaking any of it. But it sits poorly with Vergil to hear Dante carry such guilt when he was little more than witness to Vergil's decisions. At least, that is all the responsibility he ought to bear. At any point, Vergil could have chosen differently, but he did not.

It sits poorly with him further still when Dante says Sparda's legacy lives on through him. He would never deny that it is carried on by Nero, that everything their family has been or will be rests with his son. But to Vergil, that is all Nero's doing in the end. Vergil had no part in Nero's upbringing, and until they had a more proper reunion, Vergil had only really endangered his son's life several times over. In the end, it could have been just as likely that Dante would have produced an heir as Vergil in that regard. What Dante has done, what he has sacrificed means far more than anything Vergil has contributed. At least when it comes to upholding their father's values and legacy. Vergil's life has truly only ever stood as a testament to the opposite.

He shakes his head.

It seems the more things change, the more they remain the same between the twins. Vergil bears tremendous doubts about Nero's philosophy on talking about things making it better on some matters, but he ultimately cannot let what Dante says remain unchallenged. He can only hope it does not end in angry words or more sincere bloodshed if they've even the strength and energy to do any more than they have today.

"I would not have allowed you to follow me, Dante. You had a responsibility to uphold in the human world. You and I both knew that." Which is why Vergil thinks Dante listened and yielded to Vergil's will, not following him in the end or making any further futile attempts to stop him. He wanted to choose his brother, but he knew he could not. And barring such responsibility crossing his mind, Vergil's stubbornness certainly would have proven itself a barrier all on its own. Dante knew the outcome if he did not yield, but Vergil speaks of it now all the same. "What became of me was by my own choice. Had you followed me then, we both would have ended up enslaved, and had you successfully stopped me from leaving, I would not have changed. I would have resented you and I would not have returned to Fortuna.

"Sooner or later, you might have had to truly kill me."

They both are speaking in hypotheticals, but Vergil finds his to be more likely than Dante's imagined scenarios. Pretty as they are, as much as Vergil would want them now, he does not believe he would have been capable of it. The shame of his defeat would inhibit him from ever being able to accept his brother's hand, and he never would have returned to Fortuna.

Drawing a shaky breath, Vergil looks away to the horizon again.

"I abandoned the woman that I loved, Dante. And because of that Nero not only grew up without a father, he grew up without a mother, too." Vergil's jaw clenches as he exhales sharply. "And I abandoned you."

He parts with the words that Dante would not, but the weight of them still sit heavy on his chest. Vergil draws his other knee up, wrapping his arms around them. One breath. Then another. Then another.

"No part of Father's legacy lives on through me."
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[personal profile] pullit 2026-05-13 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
Nero's in the middle of screwing together some kind of large mechanical device. Its purposes is unclear, but whatever it is, Nero throws a blanket over it when he turns around and spots Dante standing there.

"Yeah, always." He grabs a nearby towel to wipe some of the grease off his hands, then goes to the sink to wash his hands properly. "What's the occasion?"
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[personal profile] pullit 2026-05-13 07:39 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not that Nero's suspicious. More like, at a certain point you expect to stop getting delightful news all the time. News like "my cool uncle wants to hang out with me and isn't keeping his distance anymore" that he just keeps on receiving.

"Fair enough. I'm always down for a beer." Nero grins as he dries off his hands, then absentmindedly swipes them against his pants, probably dirtying them again. If he notices Dante behaving suspiciously, he doesn't give it away as he moves to follow him back into the shop and up to the roof.

"Though, if we go to the roof you're sworn to secrecy for a few more days. Dad's present is up there."
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[personal profile] pullit 2026-05-13 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"As if you can't keep a secret." Nero nudges him in the arm with an elbow as he passes by, leading the way out onto the roof. "It's not like I can hide it that well anyway..."

The present in question is obvious. Just outside the interior door to the roof, Nero has been building a little nook with a retractable sunshade and a custom wooden lawn chair. It's the perfect place for somebody to curl up and read a book in quiet solitude on the roof. There's even a lock on the outside of the door now, though Nero didn't consider the fire escape from Dante's room. Might have to put some kind of sign up in case Vergil decides to brood on the roof sometime.

"Beer me." Nero opens his palm and gestures for Dante to toss him one. "You think he'll like it? I figured he might like somewhere away from the jukebox to read sometimes."
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[personal profile] pullit 2026-05-14 07:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Nero catches the bottle and twists off the cap in an impressively smooth motion. He might be trying to show off, if only he didn't look distracted with smiling broadly at Dante's compliment. It's kind of freaky, actually, if only because he's used to Dante doing a lot more word-mincing than that.

"Thanks. You think this is nice, wait'll you see what you're getting."

He perches himself on a cinderblock with which he's constructed a makeshift bench. The chair's in sittable shape too, and he gestures that Dante can try it out if he wants. "I'm kind of self-taught on the woodworking, but it's fun... If we ever get sick of the demon hunting maybe we can sell artisan rocking chairs by the roadside or something like that."
pullit: (Blue Rose ready)

[personal profile] pullit 2026-05-14 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
"Good. Cuz I can't just take it back to the store." He tilts his bottle back in Dante's direction and takes a sip.

"Though I mean. That's a huge if," he's quick to point out. "I don't see it happening anytime soon." Then he's even quicker to try and mask his enthusiasm for a belated birthday present that's demon-related. Aha. So it was an ulterior motive, along with hanging out with Nero. "What is it?"
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[personal profile] pullit 2026-05-14 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Nero smiles a little wistfully as Dante goes down the list of classic uncle activities they never got to do. He's aware Dante feels some guilt for never finding Nero before he was already a teenager... but it's not like Nero was easy to find, stuck in boring-ass isolated Fortuna as he was.

He doesn't want to interrupt or break Dante's chain of thought, but he does take a pause as an opportunity to protest, just a little. "Hey, it's not your fault. Shit just..."

Dante changes the subject before he gets much further, and Nero lets it go for now. He's distracted by the impressive hardware Dante pulls out of his jacket. He stares at it a moment, blinking as he takes in what he's looking at. Then he looks up at Dante in disbelief.

"A Devil Arm?" Of course he knows what one is. He's seen Dante kick copious fuckloads of ass with all of his crazy weapons. The tamed souls of demons, surrendered after being dominated by a stronger demon. By Dante, the best devil hunter who's ever lived.

And he's giving one to Nero? His first one ever? As though Nero stands anywhere near his level of power and strength and ability to handle an actual fucking Devil Arm?

"For me? Really?" Nero blinks a little faster all of a sudden. (Don't think he didn't hear that open "I love you", either, he's catching up with that.) Awestruck, he grasps Cerberus by the rods, letting the chain dangle over his hand. It's wafting cold mist, and feels like grabbing onto an icicle.

"Holy shit, Dante. Thank you. You're serious?"
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[personal profile] pullit 2026-05-15 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
"I have to earn it..."

Nero looks at Cerberus as though it just might turn into a hellhound and start biting him, but Dante's words make him tighten his grip. Right. Devil Arms are a whole other level of weaponry... though, he tries to remind himself, any weapon will fuck you up if you don't respect it and wield it with confidence. He handles Red Queen and Blue Rose with expertise, and he's got to take the same attitude with Cerberus. The "biting back" is just a lot more literal with this puppy.

Dante says he's ready. Dante says he can do it. And Dante would know, right?

Nero abruptly snorts and scrubs his arm over his eyes as he moves in for a hard, impulsive hug that's almost a tackle.

"Fuck. Thank you," he says again, murmured against Dante's shoulder. "I love you too, man."
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[personal profile] pullit 2026-05-16 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Nero finally is the first to let go, but only after he stops sniffling. One quick headbutt to wipe his eyes on Dante's shoulder and he backs off, giving the nunchaku a more thorough look. Already, he can feel the power thrumming through the metal, singing in an unmistakably demonic way that his own weapons don't.

"Yeah, I'm sure I'll need to practice. I've never used nunchucks," he says. "I mean, like, I made my own to play with when I was little..." Went through a little Bruce Lee movie phase when he found a good channel on his little television. "But I think I can figure it out. How did you learn?"
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[personal profile] pullit 2026-05-19 04:59 pm (UTC)(link)
"You just... played with it and it worked?" He has seen Dante do a well-timed and perfectly executed backflip into a nunchaku combo with expert timing. "Aren't nunchucks supposed to be like, super tricky?"

Nero does not know how close he is getting to learning a fact about Dante that is going to vex him severely.
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[personal profile] pullit 2026-05-19 05:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Nero looks at Cerberus. Back up at Dante. Down to Cerberus again. Then back up at Dante.

"You just... fling 'em around," he murmurs, sounding extremely skeptical. "Okay."

He takes one of the nunchaku in hand and lets the others dangle. The metal remains cold on his skin, but when he tightens his grip he feels a little pulse of warmth. The demon within the weapon responding to a new hand, maybe. Okay, buddy. You and me are gonna work this out together and have a lot of fun. Got it?

Nero steps away into a more open space on the roof and gives them a swing. The two 'chucks circle around the one in his hand as he spins them, getting a feel for the momentum. The ice wants to happen, but he wills it to stay contained for the moment while he gets used to it. He brings his hand forward as though to swing the weapon--

And one of the nunchaku whips over his arm, whacking him in the shoulder quite hard with a splash of snow.

"Ow."
feytality: (hay gaiz wuts going on in this thread)

combo breaker, feel free to threadjack

[personal profile] feytality 2026-05-16 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ maya finally finds her way over to devil may cry, poking her head in. she's more curious than anything, but nero did say she could visit and he'd show her around. still, the more places she sees, the better!! and these guys seem friendly. who cares if they're demon or part demon. this is normal. ]

Helloooo? Anyone home?

[ demon family? ]
feytality: (let me explain you a THING)

[personal profile] feytality 2026-05-16 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
This is Devil Definitely Crying, right?

[ she's pretty sure that's the name of it. ]

[ that sundae looks delicious, enough that her stomach growls ]


Um... Xx Black Knight Xx told me to come by...? The one with the softie dad?

[ don't let vergil hear you say that, maya ]
Edited 2026-05-16 20:38 (UTC)
feytality: Please have some dignity Maya (why is she saluting Phoenix)

[personal profile] feytality 2026-05-16 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Why is the devil crying, by the way? Or possibly crying?

[ yeah she's doing her best to not look at any bits. the word "friend" is doing a lot of heavy lifting, considering she's talked to him twice, but-- ]

Yeah!

[ she just agrees that nero's her friend ]

So this is the place, huh? It looks homey.
feytality: ([jaws theme plays])

[personal profile] feytality 2026-05-18 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Never heard that figure of speech before!

[ he's just licking his hands in front of a lady. not very good manners, is it.... (jk, she doesn't care) ] Nah, he just told me to come by. We were talking about our respective jobs.

Maya! Maya Fey! Spirit medium, at your service!

[ bows her head and clasps her hands together ]
feytality: If I ever use this icon don't be fooled; she's probably stealing your wallet (what is this moeness going on over here)

[personal profile] feytality 2026-05-19 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Uh huh.

[ she is listening intently, dante! ]

[ he avoids flashing a young lady, which is good, because she's very much paying attention to what he's doing. and his sundae. it's making her hungry, actually.... ]


Can't a girl just visit to check things out?

[ she gives him an innocent look, which might indicate to him that she's a bit of a gremlin ]

But are there demons around here? Do you only take care of demons?