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tseng "assigned service top at birth" ff7r (q♦) ([personal profile] nonvoting) wrote in [community profile] etrayalogs2024-03-29 06:22 pm

( closed ) let me wrap my teeth around the world

WHO: tseng & rufus permanent catchall
WHEN: all at once
WHERE: everywhere
WHAT: everything
NOTES/WARNINGS: the usuals for ff7: parental death, mass murder, unethical human experimentation, less mass-y but still severe murder, ecoterrorism (both ways) etc. etc.

unionized: (🌟 sugar we're going down swinging)

[personal profile] unionized 2024-03-30 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's entertaining to give Tseng grief, at times, about his strict adherence to protocol even in moments where it's almost certain to be unwarranted — it's a reasonably ordinary room in a reasonably nondescript hospital that hasn't tried to kill them yet, so why wait to spring a trap now? — but that doesn't mean that Rufus doesn't still appreciate the familiarity of it, on some level. There's a natural cadence to it, that way: they arrive in an unfamiliar circumstance, Tseng does his job, Rufus takes command. Strategy and execution, mind and arm. It's how they work.

He doesn't end up waiting as long as he might otherwise have expected, and sees why when Tseng finally permits him entrance — the room was easy to clear because it's small and empty, reminiscent of a holding cell or an interrogation room, but for the little touches of comfort furniture that understandably wouldn't be present otherwise.]


Well. We could always introduce house rules of our own.

[To say he's unimpressed by the chairs, table, and cot would be an understatement; he surveys them all a minute with the precise affect of an affluent matriarch disapproving of her daughter-in-law's manners, then pulls one of the chairs out and sinks into it before gesturing Tseng to the other.

There's a piece of paper waiting for them in the middle of the table; he reaches for it, idly curious.]


But let's see which ones our host has set out for us.
unionized: (🌟 and some extra)

[personal profile] unionized 2024-03-31 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
[He skims the note card briskly, letting the choicest words and phrases stand out and soak in to the degree that he almost laughs: time to get to know your partner, the note reads, and discuss your lives together, and moments that defined the person you've become. In other words, this could easily be the most brainless and phoned-in activity anyone could've possibly asked them to do — and, perhaps, precisely why they're going to have to be extra careful about it, lest the ease of it be designed to lull them into a false sense of security in their hubris.]

Hah. We're to chat over drinks.

[He tosses the card back onto the table with enough momentum that it skids, spinning lightly, across the surface to rest in front of Tseng. Let Aurora think he's already dismissive of it all, that he's deemed it beneath him. Making a spectacle of himself will keep eyes on him, and off of Tseng, buying him the time he needs to appreciate what they're evidently being asked to do.]

Indulge each other's burning questions, apparently.
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[personal profile] unionized 2024-03-31 08:15 pm (UTC)(link)
The chat.

[Opting for the drinks first would imply stalling, he muses, or possibly the implication that there are things he wouldn't want to discuss without the benefits of a little liquid courage. And the thing is, there are, but admitting as much would be a sign of weakness. Not something he's willing to play into, so early in the game.

They are, after all, here as supposed representatives of their worlds of origin. And there's no indication of the selection process that went into this, for better or for worse — but anyone identifying Gaia as a world to save or destroy surely had to have heard of the Shinra Electric Power Company either way, and whatever they might've heard, he's not inclined to let their reputation be founded on other people's commentary and speculation.]


Though I'm not opposed to multitasking. Tell me about the day you were hired. Now there's a moment that defined the person you are, hm?
unionized: (🌟 i've been dying to tell you)

[personal profile] unionized 2024-03-31 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's read Tseng's file as well, of course; only an idiot wouldn't know everything he possibly could about the people tasked with the preservation of his life day in and day out. But it's one thing to see numbers and statistics on a page and another thing to hear it coming out of the individual's own mouth. It makes him wonder, idly, what the contingency plan would've been, had Tseng not defied expectations and taken the offer at thirteen damned years old. Come back in another few years? Abduct him outright? Whatever the playbook of options, one thing remains universal: if he'd been identified as a candidate, all roads were going to lead to Midgar eventually.]

You knew a good deal when you saw it.

[The irony is palpable.]

As did your recruiter. An eye for value.
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[personal profile] unionized 2024-03-31 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
A meteoric rise.

[Now there's a figure of speech that a person can only use in good faith when taken from very specific canonpoints of critically acclaimed adventure hit Final Fantasy 7.]

Tell me you spent your first paycheck on something ludicrous and indulgent. I'd hate to think you were already forty years old by age fourteen.
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[personal profile] unionized 2024-03-31 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
And before you realized you'd spend the rest of your life living out of the same suit. Poor Tseng. Your hubris got the better of you.

[But this, he muses, is a comfortable groove for their conversation to ride along in, for the moment. They're adhering to the requirements of the ask while giving up nothing of any particular consequence. This memory of Tseng's is certainly a moment that defined him; it's also utterly useless as leverage and lacks any influential value.

He'll have to be careful, when it's his own turn. Everything about being a Shinra carries leverage, in one way or another. Most people are just wise enough not to exercise it.]


I had a party for my fourteenth birthday. All of my father's business associates, plus a number of influential, acceptable families with children of similar age. I remember they ate in a separate room. I was put to my father's left.

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look at your life, who do you want to be before you die;

[personal profile] unionized 2024-04-09 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's April 8th in the first year of his reign, and the companion bots of Etraya have made progress on the facsimile of Shinra Headquarters they've been constructing since his arrival.

He hasn't quite decided how he feels about it, all told. On one hand, there's the ever-present question of how the automatons even know what to build to begin with, compounded by the secret he'd received as a part of the recent mission, the scrap of blueprint delineating the president's office with faded lines on colorless paper. On another, the headquarters in many ways still feels like his father's castle, a fortress that his conquering heir has yet to carve his name into. And on another still, it's...reassuring, somehow. It's familiar. It's home.

He's been away from home for a long time. It's hard to say whether an imitation will ever live up to the original.

(Hard to say whether a son will ever live up to his father, a low, haughty, smoke-deep voice taunts in the back of his mind. He brushes it away, like he always does; it never quite leaves, like it always doesn't.)

It's funny to think that in some ways, the building is more Tseng's than his. Oh, his Director of the Turks would never cosign it — not when everything Shinra is his and everything that isn't Shinra yet is soon to be — but it's been a long time since he personally spent any significant length of time there, his absence explained away by "business trips". For the Turks, the Department of General Affairs is their epicenter, the beating heart of their circulatory system. That feels strange, too — like the whole of it is a hand-me-down suit he's found himself waiting, made for someone else, as yet untailored to his own exacting specifications.

Not this one, though. This one is a recreation, as yet untouched by anyone but the robots. There's something appealing about that, too. The chance to put his fingerprints all over it without having to sterilize everything his father left behind.

That's the motive he'll tell Tseng, when he informs him that they're going to examine the building today. He'll say he wants to get away from the apartments, to examine the recreation the companion bots have done, to judge it through two sets of exacting eyes. What he won't say is the reason they're going today in particular, or how he knows that this is the only semblance of a gift he can possibly hope to offer because it's the only one that Tseng could ever even indirectly accept: something familiar, in this place of oppressive uncertainty. Something theirs, on a world they don't own where all they get is what they win.

There's an irony, maybe, that he's forcing Tseng to the office on his birthday. Mostly because he suspects Tseng wouldn't have it any other way.]


We're going out tonight.

[He says, almost from the moment he first lays eyes on Tseng after searching him out in the apartment. Certainly well before there's any chance to interject with a greeting at minimum.]

They've made progress on the tower. Let's go have a look.
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[personal profile] unionized 2024-04-13 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Now. Since there's no transit to speak of, we're going to have to factor in — [He lets the faintest expression of distaste drift over his features.] — travel time.

[What he wouldn't give for a helicopter right about now, and Reno and Rude in its cockpit. What he wouldn't give for Darkstar at his side. What he wouldn't give for a lot of things, but at the end of the day they're still just conveniences and comforts. What he has right now is Tseng, and that's what matters. He's not alone to cope with all of this, and that's what matters.]

Arriving to headquarters on foot. Now there's something new and unheard-of for you.
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[personal profile] unionized 2024-04-13 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[The tower was never beautiful. Very little about Midgar was built for beauty, and even the interiors of the building were constructed with a different aesthetic angle in mind — a different psychological message to send to anyone who might set foot in it. Shinra Headquarters is sleek, is industrial, is cutting-edge, is powerful. It's a building so pristine and sterile that it makes its visitors feel like pathogens to set foot in it, their presence only tolerated but for the grace of the organism that surrounds them.

And yet, as their walk brings them closer and closer to it, he can't help but feel something...lift, just a little, in his chest. For all that the tower might house a host of dour memories, there's still a part of it that will always be home. He may have hated the regime that ruled from within it, but Shinra Headquarters is the centerpiece of Midgar, the focus around which everything else revolves. He couldn't love Midgar without loving this building. The two are inextricable from each other.]


If it's a good rendition, we may have to put these companion bots on the payroll.

[It's a joke, however slight of one it might be. It also serves well to cover up the fact that, as they approach the foot of the building, there's a wholeass moment in which he genuinely can't remember where the street-level entrance is located. It can't possibly be that hard to find; tour groups and middle management do it every day of their lives. It's just — different, not to drop right in from the helipad and be exactly where he needs to. Different, to see it like a citizen would.]

...The signage is passable.

[He says, and means, over there by the sign, I spotted the fucking door.]
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[personal profile] unionized 2024-04-15 07:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[Your purview as president, Tseng says, and on that last word, Rufus's breath hitches in the barest of ways, a tell so slight it almost isn't even there to begin with. He'd suppressed it well when Heidigger was within earshot, when he'd expected it for the sake of making a point. It's still different, he finds, when it comes out in casual conversation like this. It's still different when Tseng says it without any special emphasis at all, as natural as if it were like breathing to him, too.

He doesn't let it interrupt his stride, but the thought lingers on his mind anyway as he and Tseng make their way into the lobby — the way it makes this all feel more tangible than before, that for all this building might only be a replica of the one they'd left behind in Midgar, he's still the only president of Shinra to ever have set foot in it.

It's not just his purview as president to update the signage. It's his purview to update everything. No board. No inertia. No shadow of his father's legacy casting over the office. This is his — every least bit of it, down to the last screw and switch, is his and only his.

Maybe that's why something seems to soften in him when they find themselves in the center of it all, swallowed up by the marble and glass and holograms as though they'd never left Gaia at all. He'd thought, in passing, that stepping inside here might feel like he was looking at the still-standing corpse of a once-living thing. But this building isn't a corpse; it's a sentinel, standing vigil until its errant prince found his way home.]


...

[What he thinks isn't fit for words; it doesn't require them. He simply looks at Tseng instead, and knows that the subtle tells in his expression will say everything he isn't voicing — the bright glimmer in his eyes that hasn't sparked since their arrival in Etraya, the enthralled eagerness masked behind the faintest upturn of the corner of his mouth. For a second, he doesn't look like a man tasked with all the responsibilities that dominion of this building demands; he looks like he did a decade and change ago when Verdot put a gun in his hands and vowed that he'd learn how to use it.]

See if the elevators work.
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[personal profile] unionized 2024-04-15 10:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[The natural answer is yes. Where else should he want to go first, than the seventieth floor? He should want to step into that office, take that chair, establish himself — settle into the command he's coveted for years, or at very least the facsimile of it in this place where Shinra's foothold is limited only to this building and not to every corner of the world.

It's as he's considering it, though, that he notices a curiosity about the floor directory, and gestures to the panel with an idle flick of his gloved hand.]


Yours seem to have gotten a promotion.

[What could have motivated the companion bots to relocate General Affairs to the sixty-eighth floor? Questionable as it is, he's a little hard-pressed to say he minds it. Not least of which when it means his Turks have been positioned like a barricade between his domain and the rest of the building — between the executive floors and the labs, especially.]

Let's have a look at General Affairs.
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[personal profile] unionized 2024-04-16 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
What view? You never look up from your paperwork anyway.

[If his mood wasn't already buoyant, it would be now, on the heels of the discovery that even Tseng is willing to crack a joke at a time like this. That's a rare thing for this environment in particular — while Tseng might certainly loosen up enough to have a little fun on the range or in the field, at headquarters he's always correct to a fault, unless he's absolutely certain that he's someplace secured.

Under his father's regime, there were very few places that could truly be called secured. Not so, anymore. This building is his. This building is theirs.

And the 68th floor is Tseng's, enough so that Rufus doesn't seek to stride several steps ahead the way he might otherwise be tempted to lead; he keeps himself just a half-step in front, enough to pay lip service to the idea that Tseng is flanking him as always, but more than near enough that they're all but walking side by side, this time.]


If it's as faithful as the rest, there'll be a stack of it waiting for you on the corner of your desk, just like always.

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