heavensnight: (Made it clear when you told me)
[̲̅M][̲̅a][̲̅r][̲̅i][̲̅a] ⚸ ([personal profile] heavensnight) wrote in [community profile] etrayalogs2025-08-19 10:41 am

count me in as i do it--closed.

WHO: Vander and Maria
WHEN: After the mission
WHERE: Their apartment
WHAT: Post mission talk
NOTES\WARNINGS: Discussions of death, murder, and trauma. NSFW.

[Maria had warned Vander that as soon as the mission was over, she would be seeking him out. and that had been before he died from what should have killed her. Vander didn't stand a chance of escaping her if he'd wanted to. the day they were returning, Maria found him and took his hand. squeezing it as tight as she could which probably felt like nothing to the much stronger man but it had to count for something. show him that she truly had no plans of letting him go.

going back, it was tense. not uncomfortable but all Maria wanted to do was be with him. hold him close and kiss him and tell him she loved him. the vision of his death, his last words, still kept playing in her mind. Vander coming back, soaked with blood, was not a sight she ever wanted to see again. but they had to behave. they had to talk about things, about them, and there was a lot to do. a lot to discuss. though the only word in her mind was his name, home, and how much she loved him.

Maria feels like she's basically jogging to get back to their apartment as soon as they land in Etraya. she doesn't want to talk to anybody else right now or see anybody. maybe it's selfish of her but she's held back so much when it comes to Vander, she's tired of doing it. after that mission, Maria doesn't plan to behave. Vander doesn't need her to behave anyway. he needs to know she's there for him, be held, and know just how much she understands him.

when they are back at their apartment, Maria is opening the door as quickly as she can and trying to pull him inside. her arms wrap around him and her head rests itself against his chest.]


I don't want to leave the apartment for a couple of days at least. Is that okay? I just don't want to lose sight of you.
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[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-08-30 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
[Vander was assured that they would be talking, and there was a little trepidation to what it was that she might say. Yet, they had confessed their feelings, so it seemed more of a formality of what it was that both of them were looking for going forward. He was already formulating what he was about to say. For now, he wanted to enjoy tradition and be close to her, seemingly welcomed home into her arms after a mission.

He smirked against her lips as she confirmed their ongoing post-mission antics. He enjoyed it, the challenge, the feel of her pressed to some horizontal surface and trapped between that and his body. He enjoyed hiking her up and feeling her legs around his waist or just parted to let him show that he was fully prepared to support her weight for anything and everything, including these moments of intimacy. He craved letting her know that he would hold her up similar and also differently than she did him on a daily basis.]


Think we should keep it ongoing for all such future moments and post-mission dates? [His smirk grew against her lips at his own tease before he concentrated on kissing her properly. He turned his head slightly so the side of their noses could rub and his tongue delved into her mouth to taste her and attempt to steal the very air that she breathed from her lungs. More than that, he swallowed down every pleasured sound that she made as his fingers dug into the back of her thighs as he set a quick thrusting pace that was powered with emotional enthusiasm.

By now, he was intimately aware of her body, of the angle best suited to pleasure her and wring sounds out of her. He knew she was wet and raw from her previous orgasm, and he made a point and ‘crushing’ her half-clothed body against the wall so she slid up and down it and even banged her shoulders against it lightly. It was rhythmic enough that people in the hallway would know exactly what was happening.

Much like Maria, he felt the layers of emotional bond between them enhancing this intimacy they shared together. He issued his own growling groans and moans in response to the feel of her heat welcoming over and over with each thrust and the bunch of her dress against his belly as he pulled their mouths apart so he could kiss down her neck then setting his teeth to the choker she wore to tug on it as a reminder that she still had to add a similar addition to his own neck.]
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[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-09-03 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
[This was their first intimacy since returning to Etraya after both the emotionally charged confessions that they had made to each other and the death that he had suffered to protect her. He had come back and found her, and that too had been emotional but the mission always took priority over the emotions that they laboured under, good or bad. That was their commitment to each other on Earth, and both of them stood by that without regret.

So now it felt as if he could fully unleash the weight of his adoration and love of her against this wall he had her trapped against. They were so intimately familiar with each other that it was easy to support her weight as she liked it, drove himself up against her over and over rhythmically and listen to the sounds that both of them generated for each other. His teeth tugged more on the collar, and he issued a low playful growl at her that he did not reserve for anyone else.

Yet, his adam’s apple bobbed with a swallow as her fingers found his long loose hair and used it to pull his head back. He saw no benefit in resisting, though his eyes followed the line of temple to her ear as her face disappeared against his neck, and he inhaled sharply as he felt her teeth against his skin, his hips stuttering momentarily at the unexpected gesture.

As a rule, he and Maria never marked each other out of respect for their pursuing other people for pleasure. She had never commented when he arrived home marked now and again, and he provided her the same respect. That she decided to mark him sent a thrill through him and he slammed her a harder against the wall and pressed his neck to her mark in encouragement. He began to thrust harder and as deep as he could safely go.]
Janna’s tits, Maria… warn me before you do that. [No, don’t. He liked the spontaneousness of it, and it showed as he bounced her with a new vigor and intent to drive them both to their end point together.

She loved him. He loved her. They weren’t hesitating in showing that anymore. It was like the restraints they put on their relationship were gone and it was no holds barred.]
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[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-09-06 03:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[He did idly wonder as she took him through the portal back to Etraya if things in future missions would change for them because of how their relationship was developing. They claimed they would put the mission before what they had, but also, he knew from experience that they could work well together and he wouldn't want to see her hurt. That was a discussion for another time because this post-mission tradition took his attention.

He valued these moments where they met up and let the emotion boil up. This mission had similar accelerated results as Aphaia had. He wouldn't question it.

As they fell into the moment more and more, always meeting each other as they knew one another enjoyed through repeated experience, he felt no need to change it up as her body rode and clung to his own. He drove up into her and did actually make certain she was both stabilized and making noise against the wall as promised. No buckled gyprock yet, but it was shuddering with the vigor of their passions.

He smiled at her repeated cussing, though she managed to drag out more growling groans with her teeth against his skin. His own climax was rising fast thanks to a combination of their actions, and he concentrated on driving them both to the peak. He pressed her harder to the wall, using his body to trap her even if he took a half step back so his hips continued to have free motion to drive himself inside of her until his rhythm lost smoothness and he chased that final bliss.

It came with a loud call of her name, his hands dropping to her hips so he could drive her over the edge as close to being with him as possible as he came inside of her and the edges of his vision darkened with the potency of it. He experienced the sting of her nails leaving welts on his back after he could see again, could breathe normally even as he kept her pinned against the wall.]


...you okay? I didn't hurt you?
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[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-09-06 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[They'd always said they were friends for the longest time, which kept the pressures off and also allowed them the time and space to build trust and experience with each other. He still was concerned that he would be bringing her down, that his grief remained too raw and suffocating. However, he recognized that she had been dealing with it since the day that they had met, and she navigated it with support and care. If it was too much, she would have distanced herself previously.

So, as he leaned heavily on her on the wall, panting and satisfied from an amazing orgasm, experiencing the pleasure of her mouth against his neck, Vander was content and happy. Her laugh was airy and pretty, and he closed his eyes as he just basked in the afterglow for the moment.]


Good, I wouldn't want to let you down so quickly after a love confession. [He rumbled in his chest and shifted to pull them both off the wall so he could gently set her feet back on the floor.] Very good thanks to you.

[Instead of pulling his trousers back up, he leaned over so he could tug off his boots and remove them the rest of the way. They were in the safety of the apartment, so clothes seemed about optional at this point. He happened to choose the naked option. He did fold them neatly over one arm after removing them, leaving his boots by the door and then picking up her discarded underwear and offered it to her.] I doubt you're going to need those the rest of the day, but if you feel differently, here.
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[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-09-06 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[Maria was someone who held back with even him, and he knew it. He accepted it without judgment, recalling her cough, recalling her panicked alarm as her final memories were broadcast, and recalling how they had lay in the too small bed comforting each other. Or the bar when he had come to distract her. He had his moments with her vulnerability, and they were always enough for him.

So, he accepted her kiss to the cheek and peeled himself out of his shirt afterwards, eyeing as she replied in kind but with her dress. He was familiar and comfortable being nude with her, and there were only certain items he did not remove: his leather brace, her friendship bracelet, and the bracelet that had once been Vi's necklace.

He huffed softly, rolling his eyes playfully as she told him he was missing something, and he did wonder if she managed to find yet another unique gift for him. As he walked to the couch, his gaze remained on her as she sauntered off. He actually considered following her and hugging her close from behind.

No, he dropped his clothing on the back of the couch and stepped around to seat himself upon the cushions. He raised his eyebrow as she returned with the leather collar, smile appearing on his lips. He never could live down the hound title, could he?]


You did promise to collar and leash me, so... it does seem about time. [He turned on the couch so his back was to her and lifted his hands to gather up his hair so she had clear access to his neck.] You sure that's big enough for me? I've got a spare wrist or ankle otherwise.
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[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-09-06 10:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[There was a lot of ground that they needed to cover with the evolution of their relationship now that feelings were out in the open now more than ever. This was simply the start of something he hoped would be good and happy for them, but also he looked forward to supporting and protecting her.]

Well, yeah it would be different. You don't claim someone quite as easily with a wristband. [He waited patiently for her slip the leather strap around his throat and work it closed at the back of his neck. It wasn't too tight and it wouldn't restrict his neck movement, but neither was it loose like a necklace. It was a good fit, though still an addition to his person that he would have to grow used to. He couldn't recall when he had worn anything around his neck.

He dropped his hair down once it was attached and reached backwards to rest his palms against the back of her neck in response, thumbs stroking the choker that she wore.]
It's not exactly subtle to wrap a measuring tape around my throat, I'll agree. You did a good job.

[He hummed in pleasure and amusement at her claim, shaking his head slightly so as not to dislodge her lips from the collar or his neck.] No second thoughts. You? [He sensed the weight to the question.] Though... I think we should take the plunge and talk about how our relationship will evolve now and what we both want and expect in it. You want to do that now? [He decided subtlety would only hinder them.]
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[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-09-06 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[Vander hid his own fears that this revelation between them would change everything and potentially become the downfall of their friendship. He was experienced enough with people to realize it was nonsensical since they both felt the same way. They simply needed to determine where comfort levels started and ended.

As she came around the couch to settle herself, his fingers traced the collar around his neck even as his eyes tracked her. He turned to face her, drawing one leg up to rest on it as he looked at her head no now.]


You know me, I'm a straight shooter. [He flashed her a charming smile which turned impish as she followed his lead and drove right into the crux of the matter. He slid his arm along the back of the couch, fingers stroking lightly on one of her shoulders.] I would like to date exclusively, yes. I want this to be about you and me building something together, which means everyone else is strictly friends now.

[He had a few that he would have to talk to about that, and otherwise, it was more reigning in his own open behavior. He had no issue doing that.] However, you and I are flirty people; it's part of who we are and our jobs. So what are you comfortable with?
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[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-09-07 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
[He found comfort now that they had things rolling because a lot of their previous interactions when it came to the development of their relationship had been unspoken. From friendship to having a fling to her moving in to him requesting she not move out to them distinctly not being just friends with benefits had largely been without conversation.

It told him that both of them were serious about this change, that they were invested in making it work and to do that, they had to lay out the ground rules they might otherwise overstep on. He didn't want that.]
Friendly flirting is fine by me. Hugging, friendly pats and playful banter is fine with me too. [He thought for a moment about kissing, aware it was close to a line.] Pecks fine, no lips and nothing with intention.

[He nodded as he considered Heaven's Night, aware of the purpose of the place. He would never, ever deprive her of her own spaces to be herself.] I'm glad you did. I'll bartend there if you want me to? Means I get a free show. [He supposed there still should be stipulations even if he was not worried.] Do you normally give lap dances when you work or just take to the floor and pole?
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[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-09-07 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
[He had wanted casual. He had wanted to protect her with casual, but well... that didn't work out. It seemed stupid now that he looked back on it, but then again, they both had people they bonded with and spent time with. They both needed the freedom he thought, and perhaps this was better for them now that they had explored and made their way through their feelings.

He felt relief laying everything out, talking about the things that went unsaid so much of the time. The looks, the partial conversations, the fact he came back with marks now and again. Yeah, it was overdue, but he felt himself relax as they navigated this. His fingers continued to lightly stroke her arm.]


I mean... you can kiss platonically, but most people I've met would consider it overstepping. Tongue is definitely not platonic where I'm from. [He smirked at her, and he made a point of giving her a kissy face at her joke.] Practice platonic kissing on Vincent and watch him implode.

[He was pleasantly surprised by the offer.] You just want me there because you know I'm world class and it means you get to dress me. [His own tease right back at her. He thought it would be fun, especially if it turned into a lively place.] They aren't free, okay? I have to have restraint which is hard work, you know. [He shrugged at the lap dance topic.] It doesn't bother me. I trust you.
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[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-09-07 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
[They probably thought that they were funnier than they were honestly. It seemed that they had a common target in Vincent, though he would eventually have to ask about the man from Maria. She clearly had some read on the man that Vander was only starting to learn through the two interactions that they had.]

How many offended old ladies have you met? They are vicious, so you better watch out if he goes granny on you. [He briefly closed his eyes as their lips met, enjoying the contact. His hand stroked down her arm affectionately even as they pulled apart.] As if I'm about to put up a fight over you kissing me. Any day, any time, Pupa.

[And that's what this conversation was about. No more dallying with others, just each other. They were settling in, and he appreciated that. He felt this stupid boyish smile appear on his lips as he gazed at her. His lady, as it were. He vowed to treat her well.]

Sounds like I'm going to be putting on a show at your place. I figure the only complaints we receive are how good we look together. [He made a point to run his fingers through his hair, pulling it up off the back of his neck.] I'm liking this deal already. It's been some time since I had a lap dance. [He watched her a moment then nodded his head as if he had decided on something.] One meal a day. It doesn't have to be the same one each other, but I want at least one meal a day with you.
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[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-09-07 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
[If anything, their being together more with their guards down was actually them cooking on their humours together. This place had better watch out, especially Vincent who seemed to be someone they both currently had on their radar. The man needed to be reintroduced to actual society, and who better than them? In fact, they could probably expand their talents well beyond one man.]

If his eternal punishment wanted to be just that, it probably should have had him caned by a grandma at least once. [This coming from someone who had definitely been caned by a grandmother once or twice in his lifetime when he was being a little shit. Not that Zaun had many, which was all the more reason to watch out for them.] I haven't seen that side of him yet, but I'll take your word for it.

[He smiled as she kissed him repeatedly, leaning closer to her in return each time. He bowed his head to her fingers in his hair before his arms were reaching out to gather her up from the cushion nearby she was seated on and pulled her around and into his lap. He rested his chin on her shoulder after kissing her own choker in return, spying his own mark on her neck.]

I'm always willing to be woken up by a beautiful woman who I also happen to share the bed with. [He hummed, not particularly committed to any particular meal, as long as they had one. He learned from experience that meals together were important, a fact he imparted on his children by forcing them to have one meal with him each day. Usually breakfast but sometimes lunch.] Heather is going to threaten me again once she finds out about us. I hope she lets me keep both of my kidneys.
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[personal profile] cantilevers 2025-09-07 02:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[At least this way they could claim that Maria was only returning the favour to Vincent for the card reading. That seemed to be a worthwhile price for them to finally drop pretenses and start dating. That kind of love should be spread, right?

His arms slipped around her waist loosely, grasping one wrist with his other hand as he drooped his shoulders under her arms. He closed his eyes, savouring the close contact and the warmth of her body settling in closer to his own. They hadn't been able to do this as much on the Earth mission, not with little Fio to consider, so it was nice for so many reasons that they could do this.]


You think so? It's always the quiet ones you have to watch out for. [He hoped that Heather would be happy for Maria at least. They seemed close, and not just because they came from the same world.] Clearly I'll have to drop by the Bodega more often now.

[He smiled at her ask, nodding his head in response. Yeah, he'd be coming back to the apartment every night then, had no reason to stay out anymore either.] Alright, I'll come home every night, and if I can't for some reason or another, I'll call to let you know why. [At this point, he did not know that Silco and Jinx were gone, so he assumed continued contentiousness with the other man would continue. However, he valued how much Maria wanted him home and how they both wanted to cuddle in bed together every night.]

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